I have had more than one memory with this song. Of course when I first saw The Wizard of Oz, I was fully aware on how great of a classic song it was and what not. If I didn't have these memories with it though, I would probably consider this song a little too mainstream for my tastes. (Then again, I like mainstream songs too.)
I can't remember which memory came first. But I'm just going to tell the ones that have recently been flashing through my mind.
I remember in 2010 when I took my first trip out of the country. I went to Australia. At the time, I was dealing with a death in my family, and I was a bit depressed. I tried to keep the depression to myself though through out the trip. I was with a group of kids so I knew no one. During the first few days of the trip, we were in Sydney, Australia. We were taken to shopping malls and market places. Those were the most interesting parts of the trip I believe. I mean, sure we went to see the Opera House and a bunch of other things there in Australia but I probably favored the market places most because I saw more culture there.
In one of the shopping malls, I was just starting to make a few new friends. We had to go in groups so I was with a few people. We went from store to store, looking at all the clothes, the souvenirs, trinkets, and much more. Very beautiful and some cutsie things. Some very elegant. I can't describe to you everything I saw. But I remember walking through a clothes store...and hearing Israel Kamakawiwo'ole's (that was quite a name to spell) version in the store. I thought..it was completely sweet. It made me feel much better for the rest of that day. Made me feel like I was not alone for once. And that I and my family were going to be okay. Even though my family and I were thousands of miles apart.
Another memory I believe was after I had gotten home from Australia. I was so glad to be home. with my parents and being able to see my friends. I was in such a good mood long after I got home. One thing that threw me off was that I was so used to the weather in Australia (our Summer time is their Winter time, so it was Winter when I was in Australia.) I would always have to take a jacket with me to wear. I was about to go out for a walk one day and I almost looked stupid taking my jacket with me in the hot sun. I remembered I was back in America and I laughed at myself for what I had done. I went back inside and threw my jacket somewhere and left for my walk.
On that walk...I was enjoying the fact that I was home. I was overjoyed. The sun was shining on me. The wind was in my hair. I was laughing at every car that flew past me. I was overcome with the most immense joy and love for the world that I was finally smiling. I was home. I felt invincible. Nothing could keep me from this happiness.
While I was walking up to where my father works (where I work now) The Innocence Mission's version came on my iPod. I felt beautiful. I felt so happy. A deep, deep joy filled my heart. I was in love with love.
That day was May 16th. Two years ago today.
I will always remember that as one of the happiest days of my life.
"If happy little bluebirds fly, beyond the rainbow, why, oh why can't I?"